You showed the most exotic behaviour on forums and a server with the staff team HOWEVER you apologised and thats more than enough to trust you again . I personally respect that alot .
EDIT: You seem to never accept the fact of " getting killed " ingame it always ends up being rdm in your mind . I tried explaining a lot of times countless times about how you should always respect the players or the reported players answer to a report and not just NOT FORGIVE everytime because that shows how much you know the rules , and you never seem to forgive even when i claim I SAW YOU ENTER THE T ROOM . I feel a bit scared since you wont be willing to even accept that as a Valid Kos and just punish most of the players . Read the rules again and who knows ... you might get accepted . Also your attitude is extremely salty.