Honestly I'm not sure. You're a nice guy and I know you want to play and help on the server, however, you need to be able to control yourself and have a great grip of the rules so that you won't go into the same spiral as last time.
Here's what I recommend:
Play as much as you'd like. Understand and read our rules again so that you know them by heart. Try to create a barrier where you don't get annoyed as fast as last time.
If you have any questions about rules be free to use admin chat so they can tell you how it is and therefore you learn more!
Hope to see you back on the staff team within a few weeks.
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