So a few months ago i asked to get my forum account deactivated, 3 weeks ago i came back on the forums but now all the posts i made are gone, and can't access my suggestions, when i click on the link, it says access denied, which mean they aren't deleted, they are just locked or something like that right ?

So a few months ago i asked to get my forum account deactivated, 3 weeks ago i came back on the forums but now all the posts i made are gone, and can't access my suggestions, when i click on the link, it says access denied, which mean they aren't deleted, they are just locked or something like that right ?