How did I admit rdm? And the rest of your sentence does not make sense to me

Not performing admin duties
So ren and is in his base from the window. Im at the bottom thinking of when to raid him. His partner has a gun out and aiming it at me right outside. So i decide the time is ready and kill his partner. Next i buy keypad cracker shipment and get killed by some gangster behind me. He kicks me for this saying it was rdm and he saw the whole thing of how i wasnt raiding.