Hey nina, thank you for the response and looking through my application.
I support that you tell me these things since I can reflect from these and improve, I will admit in the past It was highs and many lows. That is the reason for my long break. Not only did I sort my attitude and myself out but I had a hard think and became a new person. I want to prove that this is the time I can show myself off and all my skills and new personality. I am sorry for what I have done and in your eyes probably don't desserve another chance, I slightly agree to that but there is something about Zarp itself that I cant think why but It always pulls me towards the community. Yes, we all mess up and we are all not perfect but I want to prove that I can wow you.

My responses to some reasons what you included in the response to my app:

Thank you.

Hey nina, thank you for the response and looking through my application. I support that you tell me these things since I can reflect from these and improve, I will admit in the past It was highs and many lows. That is the reason for my long break. Not only did I sort my attitude and myself out but I had a hard think and became a new person. I want to prove that this is the time I can show myself off and all my skills and new personality. I am sorry for what I have done and in your eyes probably don't desserve another chance, I slightly agree to that but there is something about Zarp itself that I cant think why but It always pulls me towards the community. Yes, we all mess up and we are all not perfect but I want to prove that I can wow you. My responses to some reasons what you included in the response to my app: [spoiler] The rule breaking on other TTT servers was my fault, I do apologize for what I did and do not want to repeat that ever again. The time farming was mostly and accident since I would leave my pc on e.g Going for a dinner not recognising that Garry's Mod Itself was still running. Encouraging cheating is not what it sounds, I was in a bank robbery on the SSRP server and with the cheater, I did know he was cheating but I kept playing with him which was partly my fault I will admit. My maturity may of been due to my age and understanding of the position of being a staff but now that I know the exact way how to act and sorted myself out I can tell you I am ready to staff once again[/spoiler] Thank you.