Hello Doza
I've now read through your appeal, contacted some staff member who were present at the time (just to fact check) and spent some time collecting my thoughts on this. I was there at the time of you ghosting and I'd have to say that I would be quite disappointed if you weren't aware that it is not allowed, since I contacted and wrote with you about it at the time, yet you seemed to discard my statements and continued away (receiving multiple punishments after the fact). Your appeal honestly seems to lack effort and it doesn't come across well. If what you're saying is true however I'm glad to hear that you've improved your attitude and become a better self, but given your past actions I'd much rather you show us these improvements than just stating it in an appeal. Because of this I'm sadly going to have to deny this until you've made amends.
This has been:
I encourage you show your improved self on other Zarp services for a couple of weeks before making a new appeal.