You crashing the server multiple times left us scratching our heads wondering what the hell is going on until we found out why it crashed and even when you were told to cut it (you should've stopped the first time because you knew exactly what you were doing), you disregarded what we said and continued causing major disruption which we take serious and we trusted you too so this was a massive breach in trust as you were a DR SA. Show consistent improved behaviour in other ZARP services and we'll see what goes on from there but I'm having a hard time trying to reason with myself into considering this appeal.
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