Mr Red X wrote:
i started being toxic by messaaging them to kill them selfs and i said it again in the ssrp at that time and i got banned by jack bushross , since then i didn't tell a single guy to kill him self
You make it sound like it's an achievement not to tell anyone to kill themself in 7 months, surely you shouldn't be promoting suicide in the first place.
From most of the replies so far it seems like you should stay banned for now, and I'd recommend hopping onto some PS servers to prove yourself.
Good luck nonetheless