I think I have worded my reply rather poorly. Let me try to explain my point of view further. You have received a total of ten bans in 2019, three of which were permanent. You were banned by staff members multiple times for RDM, Racism, Causing Drama and other rulebreaks. On average you were banned just about once every month, which in itself is quite impressive. In your situation a permanent ban was justified. Although you state that you have changed in your appeal, it's hard to beleive it without either witnessing this personally or hearing about it from other staff members. Both of which hasn't really happened yet, so I just cannot vouch for you and I objectively have no other choice but to deny you my support.

If you want to continue this conversation, please contact me on Discord or Steam, since I voiced my opinion on this appeal already and I don't want to bloat it with more replies.