YuhnG wrote:
this wasn't recent and as I said im improving maturely and told you I am not like that now.
Let's just say, it was in this month, and the
warns/ban are like just shy of a few weeks ago. I find it hard to believe someone goes from being racist
(whether serious or to troll) to being this mature serious person all of a sudden.
Okay if you are improving then just read my reply. I told you how to improve. It's a process that goes in a particular order. First, improve. Then apply for staff. Then you have more chance of being accepted, no? Being a staff member does not miraculously make you improve or become a better person all of a sudden is what I am saying.
I do not know you so you can say you are a flying guinea pig if you like. It doesn't matter until you actually prove it and make a difference in all the points I mentioned.
That's all I have to say on the matter now, good luck and hopefully you just grit your teeth and take on board the advice, you'll appreciate it in the long run.