As much as you seem to be trying to be friendly over the past few days, given recent events, I'm afraid I really can't see you becoming staff on a server again soon.
You've always been a great staff member in the past until the "inevitable", but given the recent racism/spam in the Discord leading to your ban and the recent attitude, I'd much rather see you playing on the server and really showing that you do want to stay around and not let yourself go back to how you have been before and, on a related note, it would probably be best for you to be going for Moderator first.
If you can really show improvement, however, then of course there won't be any reason to deny you, but for at least the next few weeks, I really don't see it as being a great idea.
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