not at all in the right headspace to be a staff member, and i don't think i will be for a long time

i hate how i am and i'm not gonna be able to change it, so there's no real point in me staying here, knowing how dumb i am i'll probably end up coming back at some point and be a burden to the server again

say anything about the ticking time bomb thing and i will just report you ive got no time for that cancer

peace