PorasiK wrote:
Like i have a chance to become moderator anyway,
Thanks for checking
Look mate I personally like you as a person. Although I didn't think you should've gotten mod. I wasn't gonna let you go off the hook that easily. The reason why was because you are just so unpredictable IMO.
Also mate, I got denied twice for admin already, and I got accepted on my third try. You just gotta improve, improvise and adapt. The mental state that you are describing in the quote above is so negative mate. It doesn't have to be like that. Persevere, don't let stupid shit like getting denied lower your self-esteem. Keep trying mate. I know you have been denied for mod twice now, just apply again and keep improving on points that staff members tell you.
E.G Prop abusing. Whining about you getting denied and/or your denial reason, etc.
Just have confidence mate. If you get denied this week, guess what! Just Don't care, but be careful not to repeat the same mistakes you've made in the past 2-3 weeks. Work on them and you'll get Mod in no time.
TRUST ME!
Also yes I know I am not exactly the cleanest boi on Zarp, but I do know my shit.