I really don't know what to think. A part of me believes you've been moderator for long enough but I still feel like you aren't 100% ready to be admin yet. From being on TS with you whilst we've been playing on the server, you seem to get frustrated at rule-breakers but a key part of being a staff member is to remain calm when dealing with them.
Luckily, I have a few days until the meeting to make up my mind but I honestly don't know just yet.
Good luck.
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