I know Mytic you already know how I feel about this, just writing it down
I think what I feel and some other members feel, its just deep mistrust, which i think you'll agree is rightfully there, you've been a known minge on ZARP since the first day you arrived, I remember you were my first ever ban on TTT actually which is quite funny/ironic tbh lol
Last week, although the issue resolved itself, you showed your arrogance and wanting to be right before admitting up mistakes, which is something i do not want to see go higher, at least IMO, so I I'd say wait a week, swipe away my suspicions and apply again and I'll easily vote yes on you!