I'm sorry but you're saying that this is your fav Gmod server.. then why would you break the rules and ruin the gameplay of everyone else so frequently?
That just doesn't make any sense to be honest.
I mean its not like you hadn't have plenty of chances already seeing that you were banned about 5 or 6 times prior to your perm ban, the one before that lasted for 2 months if I'm correct, yet you still decided to come back and hit 7 recents again.
In my opinion you should stay banned.