In my time being a
regular user, you were the most unhelpful staff member I came across. You're very arrogant and refuse to accept you're wrong, even in situations that are like night and day. You never think of the context in any situation, which is just wrong for TTT, it's a gamemode designed around the grey area. You should always be thinking about context. You ignored me multiple times when I came to you with an issue or wanting clarification on something too.
I wanted to talk to you privately once dust had settled between Luki removing a warn you gave me, and sort out this beef between us
(moreso you with me), to which I was met with a cocky, head held high attitude, refusing to admit you were even a cunt to me in the first place. A full day later from that mess, you sent me a letter
(after our previous conversation had fully ended and it being a day later) which was the most degrading and
"I'm above you, and I'm in the wrong, but so are you so we both should be sorry not just me (even though I did nothing wrong to him)" shit I've ever read. You suggested that me going for moderator would show my attitude has improved and everyone I showed that too, me included went "WOT?" how the fuck does that make any sense?
You hardly ever come on the TS, I have heard you speak in game
TWICE to which I told everyone at the time and they seemed shocked as they'd
NEVER heard you speak.
In conclusion, rant aside. You're not ready. You have a long ways to go in attitude improvement and community involvement before you get there.

Here is what I sent him after we had our conversation, so people may judge by themselves if this
"the most degrading and "I'm above you, and I'm in the wrong, but so are you so we both should be sorry not just me" shit I've ever read"
I was honestly searching for forgivness & peace between us, tho it appears that you don't want that and I haven't heard from you since I sent it to you. If you wanted to sort things out you could'veat least replied to me but you choose not to, even going as far to turning this against me now which is just pathetic in all honesty.
And just to mention this here: the meeting after I sent this to you I voted yes on your application (even tho it was for Admin) as I truly wanted to give you a chance.
Furthermore I agreed with Luki that the warn was false the next day so there is that.
If I came of as arrogant to you I'm sorry for that but it clearly wasn't meant to come of as such and
if the above quoted sentence is your true opinion about the text I gave you then I don't know what to do anymore to change your mind and I don't think I ever will be able to because like I said, you appear to not want to do that.
Anyway, I won't reply to this here anymore, I don't want this application to turn into an arguing event.
Feel free to accept my steam request or message me via Discord if you want to talk.