I can completely understand the first part of your thread. In fact, I have noticed this, too.

Before I applied for moderator on SSRP I was roleplaying all the time and I was having a lot of fun doing so. However, when I got my rank I started roleplaying less and less. At this point, I don't ever roleplay; all I do is spectate or administrate in any other way.

As for the second part of your resignation, I will contact you on Steam.