No, no no. I am not against you whatsoever as a player, but the amount of chances you've had to change and prove yourself again is so sad. You've been CM'd 3 or 4 times now and you are still let back into the community for another shot at getting a LT position. This is mind-boggling to me because of how you used to critique me for getting too many chances. I remember the one time you banned me for 2 weeks for 4 recents, and you told me that I had been given way too many chances to change. But now look at yourself, you've been let back 3 times just to disappoint everyone that had any sort of respect for you. But there are still new players that only saw you back in 2017 and nothing prior to that. You've always been a controlling LT member, and an overall nuisance to everyone that had told you that you weren't the best LT member on the planet.
You by all means do not take criticism lightly and it really shows. I genuinely hope you take the time to change and not come back instantly wanting this position.