After thinking through a few things and speaking to a few people (and having my first born child threatened to be kidnapped and raped) I have decided to revoke my resignation and turn this into a sort of inactivity notice so I can get my life back on track. I will most likely take some time to sort things out for around a week before I attempt to maintain my activity once again. I will try to attend meetings but don't expect too much of me teamspeak and in game wise. If I am needed I will try to get on if possible but I cannot make any promises. Thanks for reading kind people.