I understand but the only reason I had a break is because when I applied to be staff on this server that was the first time I was going to be staff so I took a break I went on being staff on servers then resigned to come back here and feel how it is and know what to do at the right time so I took a break to become used to being staff.

I understand but the only reason I had a break is because when I applied to be staff on this server that was the first time I was going to be staff so I took a break I went on being staff on servers then resigned to come back here and feel how it is and know what to do at the right time so I took a break to become used to being staff.