EDIT - I also have had time to show my trust on 6 zarp servers meaning that more of the staff know me allowing them to know me as a person and what I am capable of.
Tbh i think most of the people do that just like me i need to show trust on 4 of them..... so i think this is not special enough
and you have no confidence you always say "nah im not going to get it" and thats not good for you if you want to apply for super admin to
:/ I don't understand why you think I have no confidence, I have never said I wasn't going to get it because I know that I will get it eventually if I just try, PLUS I wouldn't apply for a rank if I didn't have the confidence & dedication to feel worthy of getting it.