Pug Life's Ban Appeal

Name
Pug Life
STEAM-ID
STEAM_0:0:168221926
Admins Name
Eipus
Reason
"Mass Abuse"
Server
SSRP
Time
Permanent
Ban Info

Story
I banned a few people on the server and said some racist things in occ.
Extra Information
Im going to be 100% honest when i decided to leave zarp it was for good and i still dont want to play again. i have alot more real life things to deal with and most the people i talked to are all gone. over the years i had a great time on zarp and met some really great people, was staff for a long time, but it was time to move on an d focus on more real life things. i shouldn't of done the things that i did and i accept all the consequences. the only reason i have been appealing is to give away items and help out a bit before i officially leave but as it seems i have to play poin t shop severs to get unbanned which i didnt want to do as i wanted to leave. i played jailbreak as it was new but like any game i cant keep playing. i cant see the point anymore playing more hours and hours just to give stuff away. so im just going to try for my last time then appeal in the future. i played jailbreak and got no warns and no bans on the forums. i may come on rarely but it will be at a minimum. your probs gonna deny me cause i dont even want to play but i am truly sorry and would want to be unbanned to help a couple of people and leave being unbanned. i know i probably dont deserve it but i would really appreciate it if you gave me a chance to leave the proper way.