Name - SyStem
STEAM-ID - Not needed
Staff Members Name - TS3 staff
Punishment Reason - Racism
Server - TS3
Story/Situation -
Allright so, i was in a private spacer with my friend after surf meeting, and we were just messing around. We were both playing some games and talked casually, then we started joking around. I may have said something very, very bad about a sertain person (which i would never do to someone) - And it was recorded, and then people heard it, and i got reported for saying the n word. At first i forgot all about it since it happend a few weeks back, and i didnt know that it acually would come out public, i only said it to one person who may find some crazy stuff funny. And thats the reason why i said the n word to him (in private, with only him in the channel). Im no racist, and i would never say that word to anyone, online or in real life. I have friends who come from all around the world. It's just insane to think about me being racist, because im not. It came out totally in a wrong way, but that does not change the fact that i DID say it..
Extra Information -
I tried apologising to the person quite a few times, through text/voice. But i can not describe how truly sorry i am for saying some words i regret saying (even though it only happend once, to my friend. Like, ever!). I would give anything to take it all back, and i still think about what i said, every single day. And it just eats me up. Again, i am so sorry for saying the stuff i said. I regret it, and i didnt really think it would end up this way, i dont want you or anyone to feel bad about anything. And i really did f#ck up this time.. If you want, im free whenever you need me, so we can talk this through. Ill try to make it up for you, i just dont want you to feel bad in any way because i said some stuff. Again, i am truly sorry for what i said, and i regret it SO much..