Pug Life's Ban Appeal

Name
Pug Life
STEAM-ID
STEAM_0:0:168221926
Admins Name
Eipus
Reason
"Mass Abuse"
Server
SSRP
Time
Permanent
Ban Info

Story
I banned a few people on the server and said some racist things in occ.
Extra Information
I'm sorry to anyone who I affected, my intent wasn't to cause harm or "go out with a bang" as some people have said. I had some reasons why i did it, i have not told anyone the reasons and I am not going to use them as excuses and I accept all the responsibilities. what I did that day was uncalled for and stupid and I should of done things differently. I have already apologised to all the people i affected directly. i am very sorry for what i did and i have learned my lesson and want to prove that unbanning me will not be a mistake. i wasn't myself that day for a certain reason which i will not share but what i did that day wasn't my normal self and will not do it again and are deeply sorry. the next day after my ban i ban evaded to talk to people for the last time before going. i had hacks on at the time which i thought was off, apparently not. I think its been 3 months since my ban. I want to give my items away the proper way and i am sorry yet again to everyone i affected. i am currently doing exams so have little spare time which id rather not spend in on a point shop sever so iv just trying to stay positive and helpful on the forums. I know your gonna say i dont mean it cause you get so many appeals but iv been playing on zarp for 2.5years and was staff for a long time and i dont want to leave the way i did and be known as "the guy that abused" and want to mend the bad that i did so i can leave properly in a few months. I said some stuff on my forums post and ik what i said was bad but remember that was the day it all happened and im not the same now and have changed for the better. zarp has been a big part of my life iv met so many great people and friends and just want to make up what i did wrong. again sory guys for letting you down hope you give me another chance. after playing point shop severs for nearly 2months after ban i got really bored and dont want to waste my spare time on something i dont enjoy playing ask windows on steam how i acted and even take my attitude on the forums. since my ban iv posted around 500times and hanvt been a minge or shitposter and hanvt been banned. if i got unbanned on ssrp i could prove to u that i have infact changed. if im bad when i return you can just ban me and never unban me again.

no handle skeleton ty