See, Dovah, the issue that I have with you isn't the fact that you aren't a nice person. Heck, I know for a fact that you can actually be quite kind if you actually try to be. The issue that I have with you is that you keep getting banned everywhere and then complain that you aren't being given enough chances. Yet right here is your chance - if you'd just play TTT seriously, get some good time and not act like a minge on the server, you wouldn't actually have a horrible chance at getting staff. And it could open up countless of opportunities for you to get further within the community and finally get unbanned on all the places you are banned on.
Instead what you keep showing is this - a "meme" application that nobody finds funny and that you fill up with unnecessary crap like your age just so that you can make it seem like the application is bigger than it actually is.
I really would love to actually see you try sometime to be somewhat serious about this. This consistent pessimistic attitude will only make your own life more messed up, and it won't get you anywhere within the community either.