DB, you knew full well that what you were doing was wrong. You knew full well that it would get you in trouble. You knew full well that it'd get you banned. You've been in this position before.

If you are not going to learn from your past mistakes, then why should we show you any consideration when you inevitably decide to apologise so the circle can start all over again? Maybe you need to seriously rethink how you behave within the community before you decide to appeal next time, because I really cannot trust you that this will not happen again.