Like I said, I really despise your forum attitude atm... but being staff could potentially force you to behave better. I also believe everyone changes and might behave differently depending on what irl situation you are in, and I really hope you can spread positivity instead of negativity in the forums and in-game. I know I might be quite toxic at times as well, but everyone has these stages across their lives, and i'm trying to improve my attitude towards others as well.