Pug Life's Ban Appeal

Name
Pug Life
STEAM-ID
STEAM_0:0:168221926
Admins Name
Eipus
Reason
Mass Abuse
Server
SSRP
Time
Permanent
Story
I said some racist stuff and banned a few people
Extra Information -
I'm sorry to anyone who I affected, my intent wasn't to cause harm or "go out with a bang" as some people have said. I had some reasons why I did it, but I am not going to use them as excuses and I accept all the responsibilities. what I did that day was uncalled for and stupid and should of done things differently. I am the most apologetic to Eipus as I disrespected him, this was not a personal attack and you happened to be the sa that picked me up. I am sorry for what I said and I did not mean anything I said, your a great staff member and coming from other people a great guy too. I have contacted you and hope you don't hate me for what I did. the reason I want to be unbanned is because of the community and friends. also someone has items which I want to give away the right way to friends. I do not want your trust or forgiveness as I don't deserve any of that. I just want another chance to prove what I did then is not the person I usually am and are asking for a second chance. I think its nearly been a month since my ban and I have realised that I should of done things differently. ik this wont get accepted as I guess its not long enough but if this could be lowered to a set time like 2weeks or so that would be appreciated.

sorry to the whole community that I let done and I hope u can give me another chance