You're lacking the slightest amount of maturity. The only positive about you is that you play the server.
Can you explain?
Sure, Although you're one of the better people from the group of yours. You're lacking maturity. Your actions towards others are immature and mean spirited. Definitely not something a staff member should have. When you have a dislike towards someone you do your best to cause them harm in a very childish way. Lets take the most recent action of yours. You decided it is a mature idea to start spamming someone's discord server with pictures of dead blown up people because of pure hate. I don't want to see someone like this on staff team. I hope this answered your question.