red, i will admit i could have handled this better being a ex admin. I let my frustration of earlier events take over and ended up loosing my patients, I had tried my best to keep calm and can only apologise for my behaviour, but having said that I was threatening to be demoted which i found was more then amusing, i apparently abused my powers when i went back to see if a player had broke nlr, at which point i noticed he was still dead so i left the area asap and did not interact in a RP way Whilst doing so, abuse ? also this server has been getting worse i almost wanted to resign after my first day back i was so annoyed can there not be a easier way to compromise without the best HA leaving i had great help from HA after earlier events i just feel personally on behalf of the staff team and the community i feel we are being let down , p.s way to catch a man snitching :'D