I personally do not believe you are ready. I was supporting you last week and was going to support this week also but then you came with the "I'm leaving zarp" post. That shows to me at least that youre after power rather than the community and improving it which inherently is the job of staff members. You also show great deal of impulsivnes which might become a problem.
As a player and part of the community you have done very well and as pointed out this application is very well made as well! You have been playing for a long time as well which does show dedication
I hope you dont give up even if you get denied for this week as well and I wish you good luck