looking at this from an unbiased perspective, no hard feelings involved.

if your attitude on deathrun is in any way similar to what it was like every other time you've had a position of power (not even just in zarp) i really can't support this. you have a "holier-than-thou" complex which you've never even attempted to overcome. you fail to take criticism in the correct manner and while you can be a really nice guy to your friends, you come off as aggressive in your handling of situations, and unapproachable outside of that.