Seems to me like u afk a lot seeing as u were "unaware" of people needing help of u whilst u were on the server but even worse u claim u weren't on yet in the comments above it clearly shows otherwise. From personal experience I also see u afking on the server way to much like everytime I connect and u are on it's often your afk.
Needs to show a lot more willingness to help the server rather than afk all the time