Quite so, my aggressive behavior is no stranger to anyone because more than half the community knows what I'm like.
But nevertheless I feel that has toned down in recent weeks (not a great ordeal but still less than what it was back in July/August - It is a struggle when you've had a shit life [no sad story background here] and you are somewhat Part of the message is hidden for the guests. Please log in or register to see it. but I feel I've coped with it, but yes behavior is a key factor of improvement for me. If I'm denied tomorrow I'll keep working hard to keep my cool and see when the time is right for me to go for Head Admin.