I may not be the best candidate, but I believe that I am a good enough candidate that I should at least try to go for Super Admin. So let's get into the details, I have been in the community for almost a year now, I have seen most of the personalities of the players that are on ZARP (there are those random personalities though that freak me out) and I have learned how to deal with them, for example, the type of player that tries to manipulate a staff member to get out of a punishment, whether it be making them uncertain, arguing till the staff member gives up, or the ones that make it sound like they are always right and they know the rules a lot better than you do. I simply just keep arguing and arguing, sometimes I'll ask a higher up and use their statement to further my point, or I'll shut their argument down because I know they are bullshiting and punish them, which I usually only do when I have witnessed the rule break and am fully confident that they broke the rule. I also have a lot of times where I know a player is hacking and all I can do is wait helplessly trying to contact a SA or higher to get on. I also feel like administrator is getting boring, because I've been in most situations an admin can handle and I know how to handle it, though i'll admit there are some situations where I ask for help or what I should do because it's not specified in the rules whether it's a rule break or not, now I usually can handle it alone but sometimes I want a second opinion just to make sure I don't mess up and end up regretting not asking for another opinion. I want to challenge myself with the responsibilities of Super Admin, and I truly believe that I can handle those responsibilities, I do admit, I know it will probably be hard at first, but I know that I'll get used to it.
Yes, there are moments that I don't do the absolute right thing, but I'll admit it and then fix my mistake, I won't try to hide my mistake, I'll go to a higher up so that they can help me fix it, whether it be accidentally warning someone ( hasn't happened in a while) or regretting muting someone and having to get someone to remove the mute. I have learned over my time as staff that it is better to admit my mistake and attempt to fix it than just let people figure out it was me and end up hurting myself and others.
I will never be perfect, I will always make some mistake along the line whether it be big or small, but I have accepted that and rather than pouting about it I take that mistake into mind and learn from it, and figure out how to avoid making that mistake again. Sometimes I think I know most everything about staffing but then I make another mistake and feel stupid, and that mistake sticks in my mind so whenever I have another situation similar to that situation I remember when I messed up and think how I can do it differently.
Onto a different topic now, I don't have many enemies on ZARP and a lot if people like me, I feel that I am very trusted by the other staff members, and the worst thing that I could ever do is break that trust, so I do my best to keep on good terms with all sides of the community, I try to always be respectful and keep others opinion in mind when dealing with situations.
Another reason that I'm a good candidate would be that I am very active on TeamSpeak, you can usually contact me through TeamSpeak, I leave my computer running all night for the main reason of getting poked, when I wake up everyday I look at TeamSpeak to see if I have any pokes from people that need me for something. Also I am usually active on TeamSpeak no matter what I'm doing, if I'm inactive in game I may still be on my computer, so you usually just have to poke me to get my attention.
Lastly, I like to see both sides, I may have mentioned this before but I would like to go into detail about it. When in a admin sit, I like to put myself in the position of both or all participants to see how they feel. Some people truly feel like they are doing the right thing and I take that into consideration, and I sometimes punish them but most times I explain to them why they were wrong and the details of the rule they broke so that next time they are put into that situation they know to not repeat their actions and rather to take a different path to solve their problem that is not a rule break.