So even though, you have had more chances then everyone in this community, you still act like a complete dick.

I've never heard someone say " I've changed, I've changed" SOOOOOoO much, and yet still act the complete same as before.
How you are even still here is a mystery tbh. OHHHH and also, blaming it on Alcohol and Drugs is not a massivly great excuse, because frankly you chose to start using them, yes they can become addictive, however you done that initial choice of starting it, which will always results back to YOUR actions,

So even though, you have had more chances then everyone in this community, you still act like a complete dick. I've never heard someone say " I've changed, I've changed" SOOOOOoO much, and yet still act the complete same as before. How you are even still here is a mystery tbh. OHHHH and also, blaming it on Alcohol and Drugs is not a massivly great excuse, because frankly you chose to start using them, yes they can become addictive, however you done that initial choice of starting it, which will always results back to YOUR actions,