I don't play Deathrun so I have no idea what you're like in game, but from what I have seen out of Deathrun, you're very immature on the TeamSpeak which concerns me if you're applying for admin and you're quite unstable person, messaging people saying "Should I resign", "I'm a shit staff demote me" and so on. You should improve your maturity within the community.
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