Deputy-Lou wrote:
JohnnySmith wrote:
Chris, I wouldn't have responded to a thread like this if a lead team member didn't ask me too, since it's obviously a waste of time to argue with someone that has no proof and hatred towards me.
Who do you actually think you are? Evidence or not you are expected to say your side of the story.
A member of staff saying that...
I'm sorry if I didn't use the correct words while typing that message, but I'll make sure to use them now. I don't like acting all superior, when I'm not, but for the sake of not getting you or anyone else thinking I'm a bad guy, I'll explain. What I meant was, if it wasn't required to state my side of the story, then I know that many, one of them being me would have ignored this, but I didn't. I would have even responded to it if Chris didn't say anything, the only reason I didn't respond with my story fast enough, was because by the time I had noticed soxey was serious about reporting me with no proof, Chris had already replied. Now if I you would really think, that I wouldn't reply and defend myself in front of the Lead Team and all forum users and guests of Zarp, then you are wrong. Unlike what Zan said about me having a way with words to convince the lead team member of my innocence when I'm not, I actually try to convince them of the truth behind everything. I've actually confessed to various lead team members about a few rule breaks that I didn't mean to do nor hurted anyone with, mostly to Dcx, but I have. I won't go through trouble to lie myself out of anything, for even if I lie and don't get demoted, it will never be the same, knowing that I don't deserve the rank I currently have. Now, if I was not 100% sure that he had shot me, I wouldn't be arguing, but confessing. Now your and everyone else are free to ignore what I've said above and call it b*llshit, but at the end of the day I will sleep guilty-free.
Furthermore, I would like to remind everyone that I'm not actually that of a bad guy and the ones who have reported me or are arguing on the thread or are adding me on steam to argue, haven't seen me of me much or have not even met me.
I know most by name that are responding against me here, but I know about as much as notihng when it comes to their personality or background information, I also know this applies vice versa.
Even you soxey, to be honest the first time I met you, I wanted to report you, I wasn't even a mod back then, but I gave you a chance. 4 actually and just when I thought you had changed you launched your plans against me, but I won't give up hope. I hope we can be friends after this, EVEN if I get demoted, which is highly unlikely in this stage because I'm sure I'm innocent and the Lies are always seen.
I hope all the complains on me that are from the heart, will be resolved between me and the annoyed players and staff. Not for the sake of getting all the reports of my back, but for the sake of knowing that I'll probably be applying again if I get demoted, because aside form the fact that I know I'm innocent here, I also know the reports won't stop, even if I only do F1s perfectly and not Rp at all. I'll explain why too, it's because I've realized people are starting to think I'm superior or have my connections when it comes to the lead team, thus turning me into a target.
Although, I know this might not convince everyone or possibly anyone who's out to get me, I'm as close to the lead team members as the moon is close to earth. Sure I occasionally talk to some of the Lead Team members, mostly Dcx, Tea leaf and Redpowder ( to whom I consider friends and hope they consider me a friend back ) and talked a few times to Xhanitum and Chris about the server and myself, but nothing more than that. Again and again, I want the Lead Team to make the correct and right decision and if they think a demotion is necessary (which I find hard to be), I will not argue or ask why. On the other hand, I want everyone who is targeting me to keep this in mind, you won't stop me from applying again and you will of course not stop me from feeling great about myself, after I get a thanks or a appreciation for doing someone's F1.
Drama is over guys and gals, for now! No need for those tissue papers and trashcan for now... probably