TOPIC: My MDD - Getting this out of the way! <3

Hi, so this post is pretty much a shitpost about me.

For a while now I've wanted to make this post, but I was worried about the reaction - past few days have been harder than usual so I might as well - plus I guess this might help people know "Dramn" more, if anyone ever even wanted that in the first place - I hoped that this would come up during the Q&A, but that was practically a disaster.. : p

So for about 10+ years I've been fighting a small mental affliction known as MDD, I know a lot of people out there in the forums have made posts like this so I just thought I might as well too.

MDD, or Major Depressive Disorder is obviously something that isn't light. Only a few people in ZARP actually know that I have some fairly serious issues, but now I guess anyone that reads this post will know - I've always hinted at it but I've become a lot more open about it lately.

The main reason I am making this post is so that I don't have to 'hide' it anymore and so it doesn't have to be a 'big deal' for me to tell this to some one.

I've been dealing with this for about ten years as I've already said but the past few months of my life it's been extra difficult and I've started to feel like maybe I'm coming to the end of my road entirely, this is NOT a goodbye. ZARP and Staffing are one of the only things that keeps any thoughts at bay and distracts me, and I LOVE you all for it! Even you, Chad.

Hopefully this post will help explain why sometimes it might feel like I am 'angry' at you, or someone or why I sometimes get so easily overwhelmed by Reports and F1's, while at other times I am completely fine!

Thanks for reading my second shitpost... : p

Sorry for your time.. If you have any questions just ask..

-Dramn, AKA: Dr.Bro, The Doctor, Bad Admin, "THOT" and a few more. <3

Also, sorry if this post makes literally no sense.

Nice shit post

Not really a joke.

Thought you got a merit distinction distinction and was bragging on the forums about it

Okay if no one actually has anything to say, I'm about to delete this post.

Why the fuck do you people think it's ok to basically slander Dramn? He's going through a fucking problem and we should step up as a community to help him, Dramn has helped out a lot of members in our community and then if you're going to suddenly abuse him, then why is he doing it? You wouldn't like it if you were treated in this way for opening up, he's fucking brave to do that so leave him alone. "Shitpost" how about fuck off and go do something productive other than make other people feel bad.

Dramn wrote: Sounds like someone wants attention
P.s I don't think you know what slander means asylum, nice rant tho

Lewis, fuck off. Seriously, you're not making this better for him or yourself.

verb
1.
make false and damaging statements about (someone).
Telling him that he wants attention and saying he was bragging about something, it's fucking slander pal and the definition proves it.

Asylum wrote: Dickhead you wrote that post before I even said that no one else slandered and it aint even slander if it's true and thanks mister high and mighty for trying to help this geezer you're such a great person you should feel proud

Guys this post is not meant to become a war zone, but thank you Asylum.

And no, I am not 'looking for attention'.

Actually Lewis I wrote it after you edited and if you think you're all hard you'd show it through skill not through picking on people over the fucking internet.

Asylum wrote: S K I L L

Lewis_is_java wrote:
Lewis, you're a scumbag.

Lewis can you actually stop? I'm asking nicely.

Dramn wrote: Since you asked nicely
Also thanks diet you don't think I know that

Don't worry Dr. Bro. I'm here for you as long as you need me <3 Every step of the way.

Diet Water wrote:

T H O T T

Why are people being such dicks lmao