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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #603893

Hello there!

I am making this topic to say that I have changed, a lot.
When I first started out on being staff, I was immature, bad attitude, bad behavior, was rude and mean, and I regret that everyday.
When I applied for TTT Admin for the first time and got denied, I saw that I had to change.
I changed a little bit and applied next week, but I was still the same.
One day Raeker came up to me and was like "Hey, you have been a bad boy, I suggest fixing that!"
(of course he didn't say that).
And that was when I realized I had to change even more.
But still, I was not good, I changed, but not a lot.

I took a break to change, when I came back, I had changed more, but still not enough.
If it weren't for Raeker, I would probably be the same person I was before.

I wanted to resign from TTT, and apply for moderator later to try to "restart",
but then I realized, it was probably better to clear my name up.
So that is what I am gonna do now, try to make my name better.

I have changed a lot, and I wish to prove it to people who don't believe it.
And I am really sorry for everyone who got affected by the old me.

Raeker:

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EDIT:
If someone is wondering why I started of being immature and rude and stuff,
that was because I was not in an happy period of my life,
I was very sad, angry and had many emotions.
It was bad for me to bring that into other people,
ZARP was a place I could call "home", I was always welcome.
I really appreciate that, ZARP has helped me with life.

I was much different before I had these issues, I was much more nice and helpful.
Hopefully I hope I can get to that path again.

Thanks For Reading!

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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #603894

I Love You All <3	Wolfi Offline Legendary Member Future Owner and Manager of Murder Posts: 8738 Thanks received: 2707 Karma: 52
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #603895

I would love to see a better you! Good luck	DEADMONSTOR Offline Former Owner Posts: 9277 Thanks received: 3799 Karma: 80
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #603901

In my vieuw you was already a great person ( to me) but it is nice to see what you did and apologize!	Lotto_Totto Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 3548 Thanks received: 1147 Karma: -35
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #603906

You've always been nice to me, I try being nice to u, u gotta know, most i say are jokes xd	111111 Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 4367 Thanks received: 2023 Karma: 43
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #603911

thought this was one of my posts because of the title to be completely honest "the new me" anyhow, glad to see you fix up your past.	MichaeI Offline Mythical Boarder CBR500R Posts: 5164 Thanks received: 1060 Karma: -7
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #603913

lMichaell wrote: thought this was one of my posts because of the title to be completely honest "the new me" Still waiting for that new you though I don't speak to you much but you seem like a nice guy tbh.	Roy Harper Offline Adept Boarder someone stole my legendary member Posts: 6857 Thanks received: 1950 Karma: 15
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #603963

Thanks Everyone! It means a lot <3	Wolfi Offline Legendary Member Future Owner and Manager of Murder Posts: 8738 Thanks received: 2707 Karma: 52
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #603972

Wolfi wrote: Thanks Everyone! It means a lot <3 You're a great guy don't sweat it! Everybody needs a moment to self review.	Samual Peterson Offline Junior Boarder Delta Squad Owner Posts: 241 Thanks received: 39 Karma: 4
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #603975

Klaprefot wrote: You've always been nice to me, I try being nice to u, u gotta know, what i say are jokes xd So wait when u said i love you was a joke ?? D:	Lotto_Totto Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 3548 Thanks received: 1147 Karma: -35
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #604714

Thanks for making this, Wolfi. I'm even more happy that I convinced you to not resign.

Just understand that you're a great guy. I don't give a fuck about who you used to be - please try to focus on the future to become an even better person. That's what we should all try to do.

The fact that you made this thread shows how you want to improve and become the great guy that I know you are.

Good luck buddy, you can do it <3

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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #604720

Oh, that's funny ! Because I have always seen you like a honest and friendly person !

But yes, good thinking ! We are human beings, no way to "reset" or "restart" our reputation or behavior towards others. It takes time, effort and dedication. I'm glad you decided to take the hard but rewarding route for that.

You are great, and you add a positive value to Zarp and TTT, do not doubt it.

Good evening

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Last Edit: 7 years 7 months ago by Chienman. Reason: Grammar issue, sorry

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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #604741

Diamond we all love you we are glad you didnt resign it wouldnt be the right choice. Just know that we wilö be here for you im talking about the whole staff team	therealmpq Offline Senior Boarder Posts: 491 Thanks received: 170 Karma: 2
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #604748

I really love this feedback! <3
If someone is wondering why I started of being immature and rude and stuff,
that was because I was not in an happy period of my life,
I was very sad, angry and had many emotions.
It was bad for me to bring that into other people,
ZARP was a place I could call "home", I was always welcome.
I really appreciate that, ZARP has helped me with life.

I was much different before I had these issues, I was much more nice and helpful.
Hopefully I hope I can get to that path again.

Wolfi
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Future Owner and Manager of Murder
Posts: 8738
Thanks received: 2707
Karma: 52

Last Edit: 7 years 7 months ago by Wolfi.

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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #605555

....	Wolfi Offline Legendary Member Future Owner and Manager of Murder Posts: 8738 Thanks received: 2707 Karma: 52
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #605575

Wolfi you are a nice person and was for week not to me but since then u have been improving alot almost everything atm where we are now if you go on atm man you can get SA maybe i hope to talk to soon in TS channel privately !

I am happy to see you call zarp home

it is something what for me is 2 and i always enjoy to talk to people and of all people having respect for each other and make a formal post if they want to apologize
You have nothing to worry about man i am there for you ! <3

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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #605592

Please resign Wolfi. Jk Jk	AceInsidious Offline Legendary Member Memed Posts: 7996 Thanks received: 3661 Karma: 394
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #605597

AceInsidious wrote: Please resign Wolfi. Jk Jk Insta demote request on you right now ! i do not tolerate this man! Jk Jk <3	Lotto_Totto Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 3548 Thanks received: 1147 Karma: -35
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #605599

ItzYaBoiToto wrote: AceInsidious wrote: Please resign Wolfi. Jk Jk Insta demote request on you right now ! i do not tolerate this man! Jk Jk <3 Who the fuck are you? Jk jk	AceInsidious Offline Legendary Member Memed Posts: 7996 Thanks received: 3661 Karma: 394
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The New Me | Apologizing... 7 years 7 months ago #605602

AceInsidious wrote: ItzYaBoiToto wrote: AceInsidious wrote: Please resign Wolfi. Jk Jk Insta demote request on you right now ! i do not tolerate this man! Jk Jk <3 Who the fuck are you? Jk jk I am your father :3 Join the dead side jk jk <3 but lets stop now	Lotto_Totto Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 3548 Thanks received: 1147 Karma: -35
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