TOPIC: ChuteUK is paying me in SSRP to self harm

Skrr Pull Up wrote:
Im not an attention whore so I dont take pictures of when my muscle is showing from my arm or take a picture of my slit wrist for people to give me love and support. People didnt love me before, pretended to each time I attempted (about 5/6 times) and now they dont care again. But I could bet a pretty penny on the fact IF I chose to attempt again any time soon id have all the fake cunts back pretending to care. You dont need bullshit love and support and hate is stronger than love anyway so I dont see why people try lmao let depressed people deal with the shit without having others speak for them, I have lost count of the cunts of have spoken on my behalf with the opposite of what I believe. Also too all the dumb cunts out there saying daily "Im gonna kill myself" no your not gonna you are making up bs for attention (I mean people who dont jokingly say it but want attention from it) Just fuck off people who are gonna kill themselves dont brag about it, you think the 5/6 times I tried I went around on saying "someone help please" or stupid fucking shit like that. No! No I fucking didnt I just shut up and tried to kill myself and dealt with what ever issues I got the next day from being told im selfish and people care etc. Also for someone trying to stand up for self harm you just made it seem like a competition so good fucking job on that

Suketoudara wrote:

hello??

spacing??

no?

Suketoudara wrote: So you aren’t an attention whore yet you made a whole post of you burning your arm and calling it self harm for no purpose other than to get attention? You literally gained nothing from this post other than attention which is clearly what you so desperately desire.

Suketoudara wrote: My guy my point was people think this is bad but this is just the top of the iceberg my guy.and it wasn't supposed to offend anyone especially you.But i highly doubt you self harmed and tried to kill yourself not looking for attention and kept it a secret especially as you blurt it all out on a gaming forum when you get triggered by a single person's comment that you clearly can't interpret properly.

Skrr Pull Up wrote:
I can speak so openly about it as its in my past. I have somewhat beaten my mental health hence I will talk about it. I dont need to get attention through self harming I get attention from second hand embarrassment and joking around, I can not stand people who cut for attention. The only reason I showed my arm in a picture is because I didnt want to show my stomach. I am blunt about it because that is the only way to be about it otherwise its stupid even bothering to talk about it. Granted I would take the comment about the scars on my arm being sideways not length ways well in response to that. I cut there because I was in a state and saw and cut the first thing I could with ease to snap me out of it. Also you are judging me off a forum post meanwhile close friends actually know my backstory, have seen me in states and have an understanding of me as a person. I also know that they would instantly defend me against people saying im an attention whore and I do hope they see this and back up what im saying. Couple of said people are - Nafe, Sorle, xmasters and fuck me even Morgan knew. Please know what you are talking about before replying stupid shit questioning me as a person lol