TOPIC: About me, and my life

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Nafe wrote:
This is pretty serious, don't make stupid remarks. Get lost

Wow System man, i know you very well and yet i did not know about this. I just got a whole other lvl of respect for you than i allready had man. You are a very nice and friend guy man, and the haters gonna hate so fuck them.

in a sense its smart to put out like this

right off the bat he mentioned the stress was getting to him, especially at 2 am or whatever.

its good to talk about shit like this and not bottle it up, after experiencing things like that.

at the end he mentions his wife saying he is creepy when he smiles but he said hes trying, actually fighting the emotions that past events are giving him. very brave.

glad you decided to actually take your time and say whats on your mind instead of bottling it up like most do. takes a lot.

Damn dude i legit can’t say anything about this but say Hope you’ll be ok

I understand you saying that you don't want people to feel sorry for you, because this was something you "had" to do....

War is not something a human should ever "have" to do. I'm very proud of you, though, for stepping up an taking care of those who needed it most. I commend you on your bravery. I wish I had the courage that you do.

Even with that said, I'm sorry you had to go through something so difficult and unrelenting. I'm sorry you've had to lose someone to something as serious as this. I'm sorry that you ever had to experience something such as this.

I hope you didn't become ill, in a sense, from something such as this. I'm not religious, but please, take my hopes of your well being and safety as highly as those who pray for you.

Thank you for taking the time to take care of those in the community who need it most. A lot of things make sense now. (Ex. Why you're protective of those being picked on in game). I'm also glad that you felt comfortable enough to put this out there, even though it comes from a place of frustration.

Stay strong. I believe in you.

Damn... I can't really say anything.. But I hope you'll be ok, got mad respect for you

Damn... I had no idea you had a hard past like this, I hope everything will turn out better for you and remain that way!

Stay strong system
Great guy

Pariz wrote: I didnt tell anyone about this on the internet, i just never thought there would ever be a perfect time for it.. Tak ven, du er den bedste!


Svanzscape wrote: I have been talking to allot of people in real life, and many people helped me aswell. But even a few years after this, i had nightmares, i dreamt that people are slicing my throut, and are killing me. Some sick stuff that i could not get out of my head. So i had a psychologist, a very good one. Who helped me out.

Snake_ wrote: Thank you very much my friend


TheCorgi wrote: I was not there for my country when they needed us the most, i wonder where we all would be, if we would ever see our beloved once. America, Denmark and other countries, came to help. BUT it was too late, they came at around 1995, where it all had burnt to the ground.
It took allot of courage out of me to write all of this, it brought tears to my eyes writing all of this, again.
And thank you so much for the support, i aprreciate it


Magik wrote: Thank you mate, it was very long ago now, i recovered. Thanks to some people, and family!

ITzTrain wrote: Not many people knew, only people around me in real life. Everything is decent now, thanks to some people! Thank you

MrPing wrote: Thanks buddy, always am always will!

War in Bosnia

For everyone that wants to see.
If you are faint hearted, dont.

Cleaned this topic a bit.
Have a heart people, this is a serious thread, so stop trying to harass / disrespect SyStem.
Keep it on topic and respectful.

I personally don't have much to say about this because thankfully I never experienced war. During the 2006 war we fleed to a secure place, but I remember hearing the airstrikes on the first day as I don't live very far away from the Hezbollah areas.

That alone scared me to death as a 5 year old who knew nothing about death and war. I can only imagine what my father went through during the 15 year Lebanese Civil War. He's told me some stories that are very disturbing, so I have some sense of what you might've come across.

It takes some guts to talk about things that make you feel uncomfortable; it's very smart of you to share this story to end unwanted bullying and the likes of it, not just for you but for everyone in the community.

Let this be a message to everyone; each and every one of us has a background and a past we do not know. If someone asks for something to stop, then just stop.

Thanks for taking the time to share this with us SyStem, keep your head up man.

TheXnator wrote:
You are a great member of zarp TheXnator, i respect you and the work you put in.
Thank you so much, i appreciate it!!

Roy Harper wrote:
Relatable

Roy Harper wrote:
God bless your father.. I respect him!
Thank you for reading this Roy.. And all i wanted was for people to think twice before they write something, and i hope something will change in them.
I hope you and your family are okay, and are doing good now, Roy.
i was up most nights, thinking if i should, or shouldnt. But ive encountered some situations with people
that made me want to do it.
Thank you again!

EiPUS wrote:
Allot of people have been through this. Who ever was a child in ANY way, should respect the older once, especially your father for putting up a fight for their country, i respect you and who ever fought for your country EiPUS!

While we are here I would like to apologise to you system, I have generally started to hate you over one stupid situation on the server which I cant even remember showing how small and pathetic it was and I am, I just didn't like you for any reason and just picked on you calling you names and just being a dick.

I was always looking for more reasons to hate you being petty and even trying to start drama just so i could find more reasons, i always disregarded your attitude at times as you just being a dick but after reading this i see that you had been through alot and im not only sorry for the things that you have experienced, but im sorry for the ways i have acted and treated you.

I would like maybe one day if we could talk and get past this, i know you have apologised even though it wasnt necessary or even your fault, i was in the wrong and im sorry

~Sada

Sada wrote:
I have no words Sada... You have no idea how happy that comment made me.. I really, really appreciate this, i really do.
I have forgotten all about what started it all, i just wanted it to be forgotten and never talked of ever again.
I accept the apology.. This made my day even better along with all the positive comments here!
Thank you again, so much. It really took of allot of weight my chest,and yes ofcourse, we will talk when ever you get the time!

Sorry for being a cunt.