I find it sad how I have never actually spoken to you. I would have loved to discuss so many things with you. I can tell that you greatly enjoy the servers and the community.
It takes a lot of guts to make a choice such as this one. To take back the control of your life and to sort it all out - I have a lot of respect for that, and I might have to make such a choice myself someday.
You're a great person. I hope that whoever becomes the new BiB leader, they'll at least try to live up to your legacy.
Good luck with your life