Im trying to change back to how I was when I was a Super Admin
Ohhh ok, when you are trying so hard, please tell me how you got banned? :> Without excuses though please.
look at the people we've had in the past, they have done way worse than I have and reached higher ranks
Yes, that doesn't mean you should be like those people. I tried to say that you absolutely deserved to get your rank, back when you had that "big change", but you changed again and now it's a negative change.
at-least I changed for a time and made a good use of myself for quite a long while...eventually fucking up
Nothing to say here, that's all true.
Anyways why are you even saying anything about what is going on with me and kingpin I havent seen you around in ages let alone on the server long enough to see what happened.
I don't have to be on any server to see what is going on. It's not between "You and Kingpin", I am only trying to tell you how I see it, and maybe I am not 100% correct, who knows? But you have to admit there's some truth in my words.
I get it you dont think I can change well when I do i'm not gonna laugh at you just say 2017-01-08
I didn't say that I don't think you can change. You definitely can, everyone can.