TOPIC: Questions for admins!

I do not know how to message and these are my only means of communication.
This post is directed towards TiGzEr but any admin can help:

I would like to start off by thanking you for generously accepting my previous ban appeal.
However, I think that either you or I am confused.
I was playing on Zarp and killed a man, and was banned for RDM, a two week ban... fine. I made a post here:
www.zarpgaming.com/index.php/1-1-darkrp/...-clarification#44366
After two weeks I was still unbanned so I made a post here:
www.zarpgaming.com/index.php/5-appeals/3...t-still-banned#47653
Then I was being told I mass RDMed, but I don't recall this at all, since I had not even been allowed on the server since my ban! So I made another post:
www.zarpgaming.com/index.php/5-appeals/3...-unban-request#48360
This time I got no reply.
My last post:
www.zarpgaming.com/index.php/1-1-darkrp/...l-unban-appeal#50841
This is accepted and I am due to be unbanned in one week, but still questions remain.

If I had not been on the server since my last ban, how could I have mass rdmed??
If long term server logs can be accessed, please do.
I may be wrong since my memory of the event is foggy, but if you check my login record, that can prove all of this.

Thank you!

Right I was watching you that day.. and I see you kill cops numerous times.. That is why I perma banned you at that time.. I hope this helps (Your Unbanned)

Okay, but when I was originally banned I was only banned for rdm in an admin sit, it was a cop i killed thinking he wasn't in an admin sit, but then it turned into mass rdm and I didnt even log on?

I might just be confused, but its not clear to me.