TOPIC: Suicide (serious)

I cant think of one moment in my life where i was appreciated or loved. I always try and be nice everyone but the favor is never returned . Every time i get something nice it gets removed from my life and i cant really think of any reasons to live anymore . I know that many of you dont like me and are gonna think this is a joke and gonna think of this as a way of getting attention well its not im honestly sick of my life and I cant think of anyone that will give a fuck about this post . Maybe ill see you again maybe i wont . Bye .

SparKy wrote:
please dont say this is true,
if you need me just say i'll talk to you if you wan't,
i consider calling a help line or something,
please just dont <3

Don't know if you're serious but if so, then you should maybe call a helpline.
bfy.tw/8Ie4

i strongly suggest you talk to someone professional who can help you

I have personally gone through two of my close friends "Ela" and "Dylan" taking this 'option'. I know exactly what it feels like to be on the other end. All i can say is you have more friends than you realise. Just speak out about it. Don't be afraid. Nothing is worse than keeping it hidden.

Message me on steam if you need to. I am always here.

If you need anyone to talk to you can add me on Steam

I went threw this at one point don't talk to none at zarp about it or post It here go get some help or talk to friends or family asking random people you don't even know is bad there is no point it won't help

I'd rather not spit out my issues on the forums so can you please add me, I'd love to speak to you about your problems, I'm not an expert but I sure as hell know I've been there man, please, please add me.

steamcommunity.com/id/NarexaMain/

And no I'm not saying this to look better or something, I couldn't give a shit what I look like on Zarp anymore.

You don't have to add me if you don't want to, but please consider it. There are people out there that care about you buddy, no matter if you feel like there isn't, if anytime you need to speak to someone just know you're welcome to add me anytime you want to, stay safe buddy.

Jugger wrote: You forgot to say from YOUR experiences, and I've never heard something so stupid in my life, reaching out to people is one of the best things to do, was it right to post on the forums? Maybe not but he is trying atleast, from my experience just speaking to one person and knowing that they're listening to my problems helped me so much no matter who it was, it's nice to have someone listen and just appreciate what you're saying, so I have to disagree with you there.

Bro me and John appreciate you, your a chill and nice guy, that's why your our friend.

Should consider meeting up a professional or something, cause it would suck if something bad happened.

Well you can be a fun guy to hang around with, but you should start acting nicer to people as well. I know you probably meant it all as a joke, but you joke too much in my opinion. Some people will take you seriously. Anyways I hope you stay safe and nothing bad happens to you, bro.

Add me on steam

If anyone wants to get in contact with the op

Here you go steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198271917896

dont do it g-naldo

I've been through this just keep your head up be confident and talk to someone hope you'll get past this. Xx

DEADMONSTOR wrote:
Thank you.

Man, you really need to get some help or advice of a professional don't think about suicide it's not going to help you overcome any of your problems it will just effect many others and ruin others lives and give them so much pain to deal with in life if you suicide it's just gonna make it worse. Please don't do this man.

I usually don't ever comment on threads like these because I don't believe zarp should be a venting forum nor do I like people to feel sympathy for me either but I do understand not many people have a place to talk about these kinds of things. I'll give you my opinion on it because I have been to a therapist for this exact subject because I just lost all reason to live and just felt empty after a few tragic life events that occurred, the best advice I could ever tell someone for this is just to tell your parents. Tell your parents about how you feel and why it's been that way, counselors in school were also a very big help for me during that time when I did get angry very easily and had these feelings. But I strongly suggest starting small with your parents and ask to see someone professionally about it, I know it helped me.

SoraJB wrote:
I completely see where you're coming from however, from my experiences I couldn't trust anyone, not even online to be honest, and maybe this is what Sparky feels. That Sparky can't trust anyone, rather than telling someone in real life some people seek help online so their identity is hidden, but yes I do see where you're coming from I think we can all agree on one thing; let's just hope nothing bad happens, and this has a happy ending.

The short thing to say is that this is a very distressing and controversial topic to speak about, however people do have different ways of dealing with this type of thing, personally I did not post online or anything of that such but SparKy is, and I just feel like we should support him / her as much as possible.

Neither did I but I took the chance and it paid off. Which is why I did suggest it.