TOPIC: Apology to everyone

Recently, (Not to call anyone out at all) I have been getting harassed a lot, (Not pointing out anyone and it is no one that's been coming up recently in our arguments) The problem is that this has been getting to me (note its not only this causing me to make these mistakes it's also on me as well) and I have started to screw up, I am not blaming this for all of my mistakes but this has definitely made it worse as it's getting to me a lot, I am trying to ignore but there isn't anything I can do (Not explaining the full situation as it will give out the identity of the members, the lead team know of this) I have started getting a worse and worse attitude daily when this occurs and it's making me a worse staff member by the day, I have tried to improve but it started up again really quick and I went back to as I was before. I have made a promise to try and change and I am sorry to everyone I have affected in the past 2 weeks it's really been rough compared to my old self. Apologies to everyone I am sorry, and those taking this further and harassing me (as I stated no one will be mentioned) I am kindly asking you to stop, it's unfair on my end when I wish to improve but making it worse by getting to my head. I know that the fault of others cannot be blamed for my mistakes but it factors in and for that I apologize. I Will fix this and I hope to improve and get on good terms with the group of people specifically affected by all of this. Ill say it again, i'm sorry everyone

All im asking for is one more shot to turn things around, prove that I can change and improve and upgrade from my current self, I want to make my current self my former self. I accept any punishments that come to me from this but I will improve anyways.

I'll only forgive you if you give me a kiss

Lewis_is_java wrote: Yes mom

Why was my post deleted?

It was a prank bro

This doesn't excuse your actions, however i'm glad to see you've noticed the attitude change and the effect on your roleplaying and made an apology for these actions. I've already spoken to a few people and i'm sure you're aware, hopefully it's fixed the situation between you and them.

Having 4 reports about you accepted isn't something that should be forgiven with an apology.
In my opinion the best thing for you is to start over and earn your rank back, because over the last days you used it to your advantage.

However, I respect your apology and I hope there's more to come than just words.

Thezeus wrote: I think I can turn it around this time as staff, I made mistakes yes but if I can get another chance I think ill be able to turn it around.
It's your opinion though but it depends if the Lead Team decides to give me another shot and see if I can turn things around from this point on.

Gmod Troller wrote:
You're right, it's up to the lead team, I just doubt that so much trouble can be ignored by an apology.
Maybe what you're saying is true, but after 4 complains against you accepted I don't think words are enough.

Good luck.

Your apology is appreciated!

Not even 3 hours since the apology, and the old gmod is back.
Were you forced to make this or did you make this by yourself?
You said this is getting it to you but you come to our base and make illogical arguments.
Do you plan on to post an apology every week?

Thezeus wrote:
What Zeus said. It's all good saying all this but , not until there's an improvement. This really shouldn't be something that will stop you being demoted, if that's what you made it for.

Nade Jones wrote:
Nade didn't know you were in charge of demoting people now ?

Jake Vegas wrote:
What are you on about ?

Nade Jones wrote:
"This really shouldn't be something that will stop you being demoted" How do you know hes getting demoted

Jake Vegas wrote:
Well the original intention was to use punishment but then after 4 accepted reports on him, I could only guess what would happen.

Nade Jones wrote:

Jake Vegas wrote:

Aureatron wrote: Your base was illegal but it was a mistake and I dint punish anyone... I just asked if you could fix this and you all flipped saying I'm being biased? I had to get Jordan to come and do it because yoh guys wouldn't stop saying "you are being biased because your mad" and so on. All I was doing was trying to get you to correct an Un intentional problem it your base.
Kali Muscle was warned for a rule break.
Don't get what you are going on about but sure you can have your input if I'm going to change or not but I guarentee I will.

I can't believe this has all started through gangs. People should stop reporting others all the time speak to them about it, you are a team. Correct others error and if its really needed then report the staff member. Take a break from the server once in a while. Doing all of this will make everyone's life better