TOPIC: My Sincerest Apologies

Im going to guess this is also the reason why some time ago you kind of got really mad at me, Kai and the rest of our staff team.
Anyways, in my opinion, you should take a small inactivity and sort everything out before it becomes worse. I am not even close to you, but you should avoid making it worse for yourself

You don't need to apologise. If anything we should apologise for keeping you away from your studies which are much more important.

Also don't apologise for deleting Deathrun. It was an accident and i'm sorry if I made you feel bad about it.

Raeker Im sorry what I've said before this is great what you have done I shouldn't have shit posted but that's what im great at?. Not trying to be good to get back on the server because I have great friends and not liar's. But Good luck on CM Great to see a active CM on forums

I've been a bit of an argumentative prick recently towards you and I'm sorry for that, it was due to me starting to notice a more on-edge change in your personality which I thought boiled down to becoming a CM but in actual fact it appears there was a lot more going on behind the scenes so my bad for that since I probably contributed to it with my attitude.

Believe me when I tell you that I'm saying this with no malice whatsoever and only good intentions in mind, I genuinely believe the best thing for you to do right now would be to resign. When you put things into perspective, you currently hold a role in the community where you can be replaced at any time (although they probably won't do as good of a job), you hold no truly vital role in the community and you receive no payment as far as I am aware. This community will only last so long, I give it a maximum of 3-4 more years and that's most likely a stretch (hopefully not though). There are Garry's Mod server owners making up to $5,000 a month purely off their Garry's Mod server, hitting upwards of 100 players daily and they put far far less effort into the server than you do in a community which you don't even own.

Sometimes we put a lot of unnecessary pressure on ourselves when holding positions such as yours and we tend to forget the insignificance of them until we put everything into perspective by taking a step back and looking at the actual facts of the position, the feeling that you must get when your work is appreciated after you help people and make them happier is probably amazing, but when it starts to make you unhappy and interfere with your life the only way to really release yourself from your self-imposed shackles is to just take a step back and come back later when your head and your life is in a better place.

So as I said before I honestly mean this with the best intentions in mind, I think you should resign and come back later after sorting your life out.

Still the best CM. Keep it up, you've helped a lot of people in the community, and even if you can't keep all your promises and do everything that everyone demands, you're doing more and better than anyone could have expected.
I know of quite a few people who would have left the community due to certain issues if it weren't for a couple of CM Team members, including you.

Now go get your half sister to summon Satan or something.

Now I feel bad Max got demoted for being inactive and part of the reason Tyler did too. It’s not easy managing both sides of your life and still keeping a straight head.

We like you Reaker don’t get fucked over like Max did.

“ Max's Demotion

As many of you may have noticed, recently MaxTheGamerHD has been extremely inactive and failed to fulfill his promise that he made to the community. We as the CM Team do not take such actions lightly and we wish to inform you that he has been fully demoted from his position within the community. Max has betrayed the trust that the CM Team has placed into him, and disregarded the duties and roles he needed to fulfill. “

Way to go on How to farm Thank you's teringlijer! Pleur die pc gewoon uit het raam en focus op je leven maat. Pixels zijn nep, het leven is echt.

AceInsidious wrote: das gesproken

You've done a lot since you became CM so I accept this appology

As someone who not too long ago had to regrettably make a similar choice, I can only say that you just have to keep moving forward as looking back does nothing. It's undeniable that you have done so much for the community already since becoming a CM and I believe you still have more for you to accomplish both in the community and in your own life. Do what you feel is best whether it be an inactivity notice, a resignation or maybe even nothing; entirely your choice mate. Pretty exhausted ngl so don't know if this made sense or not but anyway carpe diem, Raeker!

With my Uni coming at the end of this summer , i can understand your situation , but at the end of the day your lifes comes first . Take a break to fix what you need

Okay I guess its time to say some things. First as all I think everyone understands what is going on, what is happening and if you need a break you should really do so.

There is going to be some things about me in the spoiler below so if you dont care then don't click inside. However it will make sense if you read it.

Where are the summer updates ? 2k17 & 2k18
By the way, don't apply for CM if you have a lot of stuff to do irl.

holy shit i love u

ToBeHonest wrote: are you fucking serious? how can you make such a cold and cruel statement, and ask about something literally everyone has more than 10 times each? are you that insensitive?

dankek wrote: Because i'm soulless bro

ToBeHonest wrote:
Well grab the rope and Ill pull you in

Studio Banter wrote: Lol, what you gonna do, lil shrimp

]Mr Red X wrote:
Why do we still give morons like you the opportunity to post here when you don't actually read shit, you just post for the sake of posting? Muppet mate.

Love you Raeker <3

EDIT: actually die