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I would like to start off by apologizing for my recent actions within the lead team and community. I have been under a lot of stress lately (non-ZARP related things) and I guess I found ZARP as a way for me to relieve myself of that stress. Don't get me wrong though, I'm not trying to put it on that; I'm not the type of person that finds excuses for his mistakes. Main apology here goes out to Morgan, I'm sorry for what I said; it was out of line and under tense moments when I was furious and not thinking straight. An apology is also meant for the HA+ team, I said some things I shouldn't have said and wasted all of your time, mainly on voting on my demotions, getting me to delete my sounds, and getting me to apologize to the others.
Now during my time here I met a lot of wonderful people and achieved many things. At the same time I did many mistakes and got punished for them. I did gain and improve many skills here at ZARP, including diplomacy (excluding the one most recent issue,) leadership, social, communication, etc. I also got exposure to many different cultures and people from different backgrounds which taught me quite a number of things. I am quite thankful for everything I gained at ZARP, be it experience
and fun times. AND MEMES.
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I have decided to resign for several reasons. I have been under a lot of pressure at school, mainly because the grades I got last year and those I'm getting this year contribute to 50% of my University acceptance. I'm looking forward to go to the best one in Lebanon, so I have to put my shit together seeing that I'm not reaching my full potential at school. Another reason is that I want to get my social life back on its feet properly. I lost many friends due to my decisions because I did not invest enough time in my relationship with them. On multiple occasions I did not go out with friends to sit on my ass behind a screen, which is something I do not plan on keeping. A third reason is that I think it is best for me to distance myself from the staff team when I am under pressure; we all saw how that turned out.
Below is the same old thank you list you see on every post regarding a resignation or someone leaving the community. Did you think I won't have that there? I'll be adding people later because I'm sure I forgot many.
Even though we haven't been on the best of terms lately, I still respect you and think you do an amazing job running this community. Thanks for all the laughs, we should totally play CS again together one day I'm really good
The big man himself! Love your reasoning man, hope to see you around more often the community needs someone like you
I've always looked up to you and respected you man, you did a great job in the community and I thank you for the short period of time when you "mentored" me. Even though you are no longer here, you deserve this mention.
One of the most unstable complicated minds in this community, but I love it. We had our ups and downs but I'll always appreciate us having those weird talks about things we shouldn't be discussing. Hope we stay in touch man.
I hate you, but I love you. You do things I disagree with but I know why you do them, keep at it fam. Hope we get to troll each others constantly soon, don't take it too far though
Come on, what a fucking legend. You just can't love Chummy. One of the best dudes around, glad we met. Keep on making people smile man, you're good at it!
Vape queen of ZARP. Keep on the soundboard legacy man, our names shall be remembered!
Biggest cunt around, send me a pair of airpods We should totally chill on TS more often man
really chill dude, someone you can trust and have a fuck ton of laughs with. pls promote to HA thx
Axel & Haytham
The FP duo. One's a douche, the other is one hell of a dude. Figure out which is which Love you both nah fuck you
Apox, Mexi, & Sinisters Grin
3 of the closest people to me at ZARP, always there for me and vise verse. As cringy as it sounds, thanks for being with me every step of the way guys.
Saved the best for last. Very close friend. We have spent all of the time laughing our asses off and throwing jokes here and there. I could not thank you more for making the past months for me here such a great one. You'll always be my soundboard buddy, and resignation buddy, hope we stay in touch man. LEGEND.
Max - u need better vape skills bro
Onion - i liked you better when you were admin, please change back so we can be friends again
Xnator - babes
Raeker - fucking racist legend
DeathRazor - big flikker
Sora - knows how i feel; big man
Getzco - big nose, minge
Raifster123 - my man
The Gamer Guy - What a guy
Klaprefot - Fitta
Anna - Always there to help!
Jordan - Brought me up for SA
Brandify - Brought me up for SA
Luan - I mean c'mon who doesn't love this retard.
DEADMONSTOR - Enjoyed working with you man, even though it has not gone public I am sure it would have been great.
EiPUS - Sharmuta
fatmanClarky - What a guy. racist but still
Blocked - still a عرص
nutzu - best memer
Walrus - 2nd best memer
Ezehzz - i didnt like u in 2016 but u turned out to be a nice guy
Sally - Who's Sally? fake #bb00bb supporter
Cranky - hates me but i enjoy talking to him when he's mad
Patrick - Nicest guy in the community, keep up the mapping Patty!
Gmod Troller - aimware?
Xillenn - "Hey Roy I am gonna stop breaking rules"
Doombringer - You deserved better in the LT, great guy. Carries me in pubg hehe
Apache - We should talk more often man, miss you.
Soxey - More like cocksey
Marduk - Cunt <3
DarthVader - Annoying :thinking:
Slayer11 - Miss you man, keep it up with what you're doing in life.
The Harper Family members - <3